Thursday, November 19, 2009

It's been so fast...

Just the other day it felt like the first day of school. Where I looked at my class list and was like OMG I've got no one in my class.
Now it's the nearly the end of the year and I've made new friends from 9D.

I felt like just the other day it felt like the start of 2009.
But now it's near the end of the year. 9 more days...

*Sigh*
Why is it ending so fast? Don't go too fast because then next year 2010 I'll only be here until March 28th.
Don't do this to me. It's going to fast.
I haven't been able to be there for everyone.
I haven't been able to visit them, talk to them or even hug them.

Holidays are coming soon...
And I have to admit, I still want school to go on.
I'm scared I won't be able to see many people. I won't be able to see my friends that often.

At the beginning of the year I was like I can't wait for school to end. And now look I want school to go on and never let 2010 come.
But life goes on. Soon I'll be gone.

One question has always been on my mind. When I knew the end of the year was coming I thought
"When it's the day for me to leave, do you think all my friends and family will come to the airport to see me off?"
I hope they do (L)

Let time slow down a bit so I can gather my thoughts and emotions.
You can't run away from it forever Linda. Just take a chance. Your friends and family will always be there for you... right?

-SongOfTheHeart

Sometimes I question myself. Is this what I really want?
I worked so hard for it, am i truly ready for this?
To leave everything behind?
Will it be the same when I return?
Be on my own in the world?
Is this the path that I have chosen?

1 comment:

  1. did you know i was about to ask u if its alright that i come to airport with you? :D
    if i could, id surely come <3
    what a coincidence (:
    i was scared to ask for some reason --"

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