Special Post for Chi Vu

Dear Chi,
This is a special post just for you, and you only.
I read your blogs Chi. You seem really not so happi lately.

I can't say I go through the exact same things as you, but I can relate to it.
You know?

I don't feel like a belong, so out of it. An outcast. Life gives you shit. You give shit back.

Okay so at the beginning of 2009, I felt like dying.
Suicide was my first thought. I was like how bout I take medication, its so simple and painless. But then I was like nahh.. jumping in front of a speeding car is better.
For some reason I thought that.
-Being completely honest-
I sometimes have to admit I still think about doing it.

Chi if you ever need anything I'm here right?
Or you can just take it out on Kevin :L

But you gotta think positive, even when you think it is hard.
Just think, who am I living for? Why am I giving this all up? I can make it better. And of course, What do i treasure the most in life?

You know, you might seem at a dead end. But when you turn around you actually have so many other options, so many people to back you up, so many people who love you and so much more than what you think you don't have.

CAUSE CHI I FCUKIN LOVE YOU AND KEVIN CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SO :P

happiness is balanced out with sadness
they are not the opposites of one another
but they have indifferences
-SongoftheHeart


Take note: Sometimes it helps to try out new things or simply just cry it out.
HEART YOU TIMES A MILLION <3