Belonging

I guess I belong...
i have deep thoughts sometimes
that i only share with close people like tracey and julie
recently there was a group formed si6x
and im part of one of the members
i feel uncomfortable right now about the whole thing
i dont want to exclude others cause i love all my friends
ive never had so many in my life that actually really cared about me

maybe i dont belong in that group i dont know
but for you people who are reading this right now
dont judge me cause of what i think
please understand how i feel
its just a mix of emotions surging through my body
like a flooding river

i mean its not that i dont feel like i belong in that group
it just gives me a bad vibe
people see me differently
i wish the group was unisex
yes an all girls group is fun
but i like variety
it'd be more enjoyable
you get to see knew things out of other peoples views of the world
not just perfect all the time
baking cakes, confessions they are what i would do once in a while
but if a group would unisex
i would so kill to vers everyone in wii or xbox360 anything like that
its enjoyable and i really like it

sigh* what should i do...