Lying is easy, telling the truth is hard.

I just want to disappear

Never to be seen again.

I don't talk as much as I did before.

I don't touch basis on how I am or how I'm feeling.

I avoid the topic like it is the plague. 

It evokes up too much emotion.

It leaves me choked up on my own words.

What's the point of telling?

So I put on a smile.

I walk and talk as if everything were okay.

They don't need to know. 

Someday this pain will be useful to you

I want someone to call my own