There’s that saying that if you love something, let it go. If it comes back, then it’s yours.

What makes someone cry can make you laugh, what makes someone laugh can make you cry.

I am hanging on a piece of thread

I'm scared

I can't

I can't tell anyone what's going on.
I can't tell anyone what's wrong.
And it's all because I'm scared.

The hardest thing to say is what I aint saying,Wanna run away from the words,
But I can’t run away from the world
Cause the hardest thing to say is usually worth saying..

And the best way to say it, it is to just say it...

Just breathe, everything will be okay.

My chest tightens, I can't breathe.

I start to panic. I start to tremble.

I try not to cry.

I take deep breathes in and out.

I try to calm down.

When you are down and people ask if you are okay.
Majority of the people don't actually care, they just want something to feed their curiosity.

Insignificant

I'm always the one to put effort into conversations.

I happen to always be the one to start the conversations.

You'd think that friends whom you have become close to would start the convo.

But they don't. They are too busy with their life to even open up a chat log and say hi or ask you how are you.

You know, I feel like I'm not appreciated, that I just happen to be there to lend an ear or a shoulder.

Even if I went missing they wouldn't put in the effort to go look for me.

Only my cousin would do that. Only she would search high and low for my where abouts.

Am I really that insignificant to people? Can I even call you my friends?

I run into you at the city after school and you walk together and leave me behind, hanging.

You don't even bother to make convo with me. You just talk to the person you are with and make jokes and laugh. 

Do you know how excluded I feel?

Fair enough you have your own lives, but it would be nice to feel included expecially seeing as we are the GIRLS.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Why do you leave me hanging?

I want to share my stories with YOU.

Pray

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain

I know there's good times behind that pain
Hey, can you tell me how I can make a change?
I close my eyes and I can see a brighter day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

“ALL IN MY HEAD” - Written by Tori Kelly

V1~

I see you with her and it crushes me inside

Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time

Maybe this is what I needed, maybe this is a sign

Maybe, I’ve been blind to reality

Baby, tell me

Chorus~

Every little glance my way

Every time you wanted to hang

You seemed so interested

So could you tell me

Was it real or was it all in my head

Was it real or was it all in my head

V2~

She’s so pretty, you two look so great

Time for me to move on now

It was probably just a silly crush anyway

But I just can’t help but think

that we, we could’ve had something

Have I really been blind to reality

Baby, tell me

Bridge~

Was it real or was it fake, was it all a mistake

Boy, I just gotta know was it all it my head

all it my head

Did you ever feel the same

Was my mind just playing games

Boy I just gotta know, was it all in my head

all in my head

Just breathe

I probably mean nothing to you.

Not getting my hopes up cause I'm tired of them getting crushed.

I hear that answers appear when you just stand

Liquorice ❤

I can't explain how I feel in words.

I know I've been friend zoned but I can't help but like you still

I'm sorry Liquorice

Missing

I miss our lyrical talks,
I miss hearing your voice on the phone,
I miss our texts,
I miss your jokes,
I miss being the reason to why you laughed,
I miss your teasing,
I miss your hugs,
I miss the comfort you gave me,
I miss the sweet daydreams,
I miss you Liquorice.