JOEL WHERE ARE YOU ):

So only 2 months left. Make the most of it.
My fear is starting to kick back in.
I feel so insecure right now.
You know all the 'What If's' and stuff

The feeling of losing someone isn't so great.
And where is Joel?
I miss you, you bum.
Being around you just makes me smile like no tomorrow.
Where are you?
My Happy Chappy??
JOEL WHERE ARE YOU IM WORRIED ):

Silence and Memories

You know the times when you sit by yourself.
Bored out of your mind.
Listening to music.
Waiting for someone.
Well thats the time you think of the things thats happened to you.
The things in the past.
Sometimes those memories just drag you down, because you know that in the future it might not be the same no mores.
Not even a hug can fill up the emptiness that I'm going to feel.

Sometimes I just don't get how it works.
What is love?
People use the term 'I LOVE YOU' so carefree.
Aren't those special words that you say to people you really and truely love?
Not saying it half heartedly?
The term 'I LOVE YOU' should be used for a good purpose. Not a everyday life sort of term.
But a meaningful in the moment sort of one.

You know what I need to be reminded of sometimes?
I need to be reminded that I am loved.
The reassurance someone loves me.
That someone cares for me, more than anything in the world.

Facebook quizes...
Should I believe them or not?
Because it just said that I will marry when I'm 17 and die in his arms...
THATS TOO YOUNG TO MARRY YO D:

Angels Cry...

I wonder what people think of me...
Not the words like 'Oh your nice' or etc etc
Like honestly.
I can't be that nice of a person can I?

-SongOfTheHeart
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